runaway princess…

Dear God,

May you shine your sanction over this contaminated body. May you allow this weak mind to think of Your beauty and Your beauty only. May you wrap my intelligence with knowledge of Your Supreme. May my soul fly into the night hungry for Your presence.

My Sweet, Sweet Lord, I am chocked with ignorance yet allow me to be ignorant of everything but of You. My heart is filled with passion, but I solely yearn to only breed obsession for Your teachings. My mind is feeble and bewilderedly enslaved. Allow it to form an undying servant to You for you are the Supreme of Supremes, The All Knower, The All Attractive, Source of Ultimate Opulence, The Maker, Giver and The Taker.

Forgive this child, Father for I have neglected Your Love.

Oh, I’ve yearned to know You, distinguish your preeminence from all that is sinning in this world. But it takes so long, My Lord. The road takes awfully long bursting with impediments. Whisper to me Your Scriptures so that I may clutch to Your never-ending omnipotence.

King of the heavens, allow my iris to see Your immensity in every living being. Allow me to inhale every fragrance as Your creation. Allow my ears to hear only Your commands and wishes. Allow my lips to only announce prayers and my desire for You. Allow my hands to touch so many lives because You have rested Yourself in them. Allow my feet to run as fast as it could to the nearest temple, for I have longed all my life to feel Your Kingdom. Allow my heart to be filled with Your unconditional divine love as I would like to adore you endlessly, My Lord. Allow my knees to bend down before any altar where Your renunciation resides.

May the taste of intoxication resemble that of poison as it touches my lips and nostrils. May my voice speak of You and You only. May my animosity arrive to its death. May I chant Your Holy Name without tyranny. May I consume meals that You have blessed. May I sing songs written for Your grace. May I take pleasure in the body of my lover and my lover only for the rest of my life as an offering of happiness that You have given to me. May I bare children who will devote themselves to Your prominence.

My Lord, if it takes endless worldly suffering to bring my consideration to You, if it takes physical agony to brace myself at your feet, then may You shine upon me the deepest misery so that I may long for your compassion. So that I may hunger for your mercy. Anything, my Lord, as long as these lips pronounce Your Holy Name. Anything at all, so that I may return home to Your abode.

For I will forever learn to know and love You.

Signed,

Your most insignificant beggar.

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